Have you seen "Beaches"?

Below is one argument friends CC and Hillary had in the movie:
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Hillary: I don't even remember what it was I was mad about and I don't care. Whatever it was that you did, I forgive you.

CC: What I did? You and your lousy letters. Just to get one of them made me special even before I opened it. All your crappy stories, all your big dreams.

Hillary: I didn't know that.

CC: Well, what the hell did you know? Did you know how bad things were for me? No, because you wouldn't even open my letters. If you had even answered one, just one! Told me what a jerk I was, anything! But you didn't. You took your friendship away without even discussing it with me. So, thank you very much for forgiving me. But I don't forgive you.
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Friends come and go but there's always one you're stuck with for life.

CC survived Hillary's friendship (Hillary died of V-Cardiomyophathy) ...

CC and Hillary are polls apart...

Anyway, i just thought of the movie... the movie made me cry a river...

I am just wondering how one can really put up with another person who is so different from you... it's like putting a cat and dog in one tiny room...

There are a lot of times i want to shout this to a friend:(CC:) "You and your lousy letters. Just to get one of them made me special even before I opened it. All your crappy stories, all your big dreams..."

The thing is, how do you tell the person that he/she makes you special just by remembering you? That just one hi from him/her would give you a glorious day?

You could feel CC's agony... she wants to tell her friend Hillary how insensitive she was... that had she made just one remark, had she just said even just one hello, she would have given CC a ray of hope.. as she has said in this line (when hillary she didn't know she mattered to CC): "Well, what the hell did you know? Did you know how bad things were for me? No, because you wouldn't even open my letters. If you had even answered one, just one! Told me what a jerk I was, anything!"

A curse, a smirk, a punch, even a slap would have mattered...

How do you define friendship? It's hard to believe that one can be a friend to another who does not see you as you see him/her.

It hurts at times... and yet, you still stick with the person because the person has entered your system and you can't get him/her out of your bloodstream anymore...

I wish life was simple...

problems with YM...

argh! it's killing me...!

it's getting tougher and tougher...
this addiction...
i know that the end of it is getting nearer and nearer...

every time the thought comes to mind
my need of a dose of you keeps increasing

if only i can stop it from coming...